Sarah is getting married!!!!  I'm so very happy for her!  It is wonderful that she found happiness again.  This could have been me.  We left our husbands at the same time last year.  I went back to Tommie, and she didn't.  I often wonder if I made the right decision.  He hurts me so much.  Again and again and he doesn't even know it.  He never even asked me back.  Never worried about where the boys and I will stay.  Did I make the right decision?  Are things better now?  Don't I deserve more?