I'm having a serious case of Monday blues today. I've been feeling down for a while now and I'm really getting sick of it. I'm tired of my work. I feel totally overwelmed. As though I'm doing something I'm not qualified to do and that I don't have near enough experience for. Being a perfectionist (only in my work though, don't expect me to be that in all areas of my life) doesn't help. I don't give myself a break and I will be hard on myself for a long time if I've made a mistake. Even just a little one.
It feels as though I'm being pulled in too many directions and can't give my full attention to any one thing in my life right now. I feel like I'm not half of the mom I used to be. I'm not giving Tommie the attention he deserves - this is not good for our marriage. Things are just too much. I need to stop this world for just a little while and get of.
While I feel overwhelmed - here my sweet sweet Zander laughing at his big brother Quintus.
